today

i woke up.go to church.

-at chruch
i felt a funny feelin'...

-at home
i suddenly realize that...i have been hurtin' ALL the people around me...from my family to my friends and also all the people that knew...well i don't know how to desribe it...i guess...if i die right now...nobody will cry...'cause i know i'm such a bad ass...if i don't have my big EGO on...maybe i'll ask everyone for forgiveness....i know someone(example:my 1st ex-gf) still can't forgive me....don't get wrong here..it's not that i still not over her...but i sympathy for the people that i'v hurt.......and i know some of my friend HATE me..and of 'course i don't blame them....'cause it's me who shittin' out...if had a chance..i would like to say to all the people 'round me...->i'm sorry,please hate me and i don't blame you<-

xoxo

dudleyiswantstosaysorrytoeveryone